Thursday, November 03, 2005
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Went drinking
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First time i went out with the intention of drinking, first post on this new blog, hope this is a new beginning for me....hate living in dark shawdows which hunt me down every few mths...the shawdow of her is scary and i cannot control myself...
Getting high on beer was such a nice feeling wished i could have such feeling everyday
it was not as intimidating as i thought it would be.
Went drinking with the K3 at chijmes at the place where dennis work, after which we went
to esplanade and then explored the whole of marina sq. Before we went over we actually
went to eat something at orchard hotel.
Overall the outing today was quite fun
Thanks guys for accompanying me when i was feeling down
I really hate myself having to repeat such event every few mths, but was glad that u guys
were ard me....Brothers forever!!!
Suddenly on the trip back home alone after tito left the train i thot back wat happened between
me and her i realised tat she did the right decision of nt starting the rs in the first place
i till now still could not see thru why, but nw i know.
If either side had no trust there was no way the rs could work out, so in order nt to hurt
anyone she decides to forsake me. Sad but true.
I shld be concentrating on taking care of my parents and spending more time with them
and not to forget the brothers who are always ard me when i needed them the most.....
Thanks K3.
Robin blogged at 4:13 PM
